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Swimming today was awesome, nearly died my arms omigosh ;_; failed trying to do homework, luckily LA Oral I'm 26th if not GG. Finishing up PI now woo :D Then after that study for History bah. SBQ oh shucks. Tomorrow's GirlGirl and Laura's Birthday! HAppy Birthday in advance loves :D Kahmin's Dino! 但我一定能学会， 在想你的时候 不难过 Sunday, February 21, 2010 HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIREN JIE! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHINGYEE! (20thFeb) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR LIM! (20thFeb) Yesterday went school for MMM meeting in the morning. Woke up late, 7.50am when im suppose to reach school at 9am ._. totally screwed was late for 15min sorry for making everybody wait oh gosh. And sorry for Weiren for making you wait so long for me at the interchange ah :X Meeting finished at 11am. Just realise I didn't tell the Logi people what they were there for OH FUCK. Too late, over already nevermind hai. Packed storeroom after that, the floor freaking dusty LOL cannot tahan. Left at 12.30 like that with Chingyee, Weiren, Kahleong, Jingqin and Youwei for lunch! Youwei and the trolley LOLOL. Went off to buy Chingyee's cake and present with Weiren and Kahleong then went back to food court to celebrate. Soft singing of birthday song HAHA. Hope you like the cap! :D Shared icecream with Weiren jie after that then homed. I MISS ANDERSON ICECREAM YAY :D Go home then slept like some pig LOL woke up 1hour later then what i wanted Then have to rush to prepare go Aunt's house, no wushu blah ): They have a new dog called Oscar HAHA so cute! Damn pretty, but keep licking me very ticklish LOL. And scared of Tigger. Aww. Left quite late, reached home almost 1am already so skipped swimming boo. And my Aunt told me that her nephew's Cyrus LOL so 巧. But apparently he don't know who is 谢婧 uh LOL. Woke up late this morning, went to meet Kahleogn at Lot1 to buy Weiren's present. Hard time deciding, wanted to buy one shirt but if we buy no money buy cake blah. So went around finding another shirt then got a hot pink polo xD bought one damn pretty strawberry cake then went YewTee find him. Saw JunHan HAHA. Went YewTee say Weiren DAMN CUTE HAHA THE BAG LOL. Went Mac to celebrate, sing song and made him change to the shirt :D Ate icecream chat random stuff, eat cake then went home woohoo! Reached home liao kor's friends still here then Zixing came not long after me. Did something stupid LOL wanted to on the comp, but dontknow why cannot on, so ask kor. Then he can work it leh! Then he say is cause i never on the screen thats why ._. ZZ! -.- Joke of the year heh. Thanks Zixing for the pen, super pretty! One of a kind HAHA my name on top xD Then they left and Mummy Daddy came back with 2 more teddybears for me and 1 bracelet. Super 有收获 today hor HAHA. Tomorrow have physics test and haven't start studying yet shit. Chinese should be alright. Then SCS on Tues gosh i can't access the new IVLE ._. Monday, February 15, 2010 [///edited] okay I can't believe this, I'm posting again cause I'm just too bored today zz. Started off by watching violin videos, then jump jump to Hyukjae's. Freaking hilarious he's love :D Was watching 百万大歌星 and there's this boy that sings damn well ohgosh. His voice gives me goosebumps oooh. 张芸京 is damn cute YES and there's this other singer which I never heard of before also not bad, cute smile :D. I think I just saw ShunLong on the news. Red hair. Cool. :D [//edited] HAHA YES AGAIN I KNOW. I finally ate some chocolate very happy now ^^ blogging 3 times in one day, not very healthy heh. Tomorrow come wuickly I want outing! :3 Evan playing at the back, with Jerry C :D why he 抢别人的镜头! LOL. But yeah he played like really well, I think he just played on the spot without preparing. Cool. ^_^ Just when I needed you most; [/edited] YAYE IM DONE WITH MY BLOGSKIN. Kayy its like really pink and all, but i suck at html, so i can't do anything much about it, bear with it yeah :D Come to think of it, I haven't touch any chocolates yet sicne the last time I posted that I wanted to eat some :/ Shall go off now to get some byee xD Shucks, it's really pink. Sunday, February 14, 2010 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND LATE VALENTINES :D Didn't go out today, completed another games proposal, concert contact list, and the solo performance list. Really bored after that LOL don't wanna start on my Maths and Physics :X So not looking forward to the solo performance thing gosh what can I play anyway xD Going Laopo's and Love's house tomorrow morning, then they coming over. After that to the condo that Mr Liu booked the room from yaye! Sounds like I'm going to be out the whole day ohno my homework shiatzxz :X Why am i worrying about this during CNY zz. Thinking of changing blogskin, i get bored with stuff too easily heh. Problem is I'm too lazy to edit one hee :B I feel like eating chocolatesss. I need my violin prodigies oh gosh, turning insane. EVAN (L) Xiaozhu's expression and actions at the back LOL. Okay I think I shall go find a blogskin now ^_^ Friday, February 12, 2010 你走了世界变小了 Just finish Day1 of MMM proposal, can't continue for Day2 and 3, loads of stuff not confirm yet RAWR. Meeting soon again bah i guess. Today was okay, the eve of New Year Eve and 2 days before Valentines Day and Total Defence Day. The performances was kind of boring, but not bad CO, cello's taifeng improving liao worh! :D after concert, went meeting, meet Mummy at Lot1 for Sakae(!) then ice-cream(!) then homed. Just came back from cutting my hair. Kor and Daddy say no difference leh, but my fringe like bit screwed leh. The hairdresser go cut bangs omg damn weird x.x faster faster grow! I feel like swimming now, ate a lot this week heh. Okay random change of topic xD Thanks for the presents people xD especially that super super big bar of chocolate from Jieru, that big heart(break) lollipop from Weiren jie, Rebecca's cute keychain and that box of Ferrero Rocher from some unknown person yeah. Thanks anyway but can leave your name so I at least know who you are and why the hell did you put it on Hilda's table for her to pass me LOL. -coughs- I think only Zixing knows what i thinks about this xD. It's part of your commitment, if you don't want to do it, don't pretend you want to. Tuesday, February 2, 2010 当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里 HULLO :D im back from OBS(since friday) and im happy and walking alrightssss :D BARKER (L) okay so i missed my Evan and my Micky and my Henry and my JongHyun and idontknow who else that i thought of in that 5 days but OBS was awesome(!!) okay so shall continued with what we did on thursday night on the jetty talking about what we feel about the whole camp since what i said was just a short part of how i really felt heh xD okay so when it was the end of monday i was feeling a little too tired for my own liking and i just thought like "whoa there's still 4 more days to go" those type of thing yeah but seriously when it was thursday i was thinking "im going home tomorrow. so fast?!" those type of thing LOL. The whole camp was really fun and i guess i didn't really feel like leaving, even if it's back to my bed, computer all that. Friday when we get back all our money and handphones just made me realise that i really could survive a whole week without touching them, not even thinking of them. Kind of cool huh? :D bought 1 OBS shirt woo i think it's damn prettayeeee :D and the whole OBS wont be so fun without my (L)watch mates so heres to you all :D HILDA for being my kayaking mate and my tent mate :D okay i forgive you for falling asleep during the water expedition leaving me to fend for myself(!) but really thanks a lot for lending me your insect repellent, sharing powder, toilets(LOL) and many many other stuff. Thankyou for encouraging me in anything we tried, getting meals for me etc etc. 4 years and going yepp! (: and thankyou for the ride home with the frappe that we were both looking forward to after the "frapping" xD VANESSA for being a really cool tentmate! :D i still think you're really pretty no matter what you say about not being able to react to compliments xD remember that tiem that all 3 of us were in the tent playing with the snake powder? HILARIOUS. i think you were amazing to capsize even though you were really scared of it by the way. And really sorry that time made you climb so high while i was stuck at the bottom part blah :X FRANCIS for always helping me to carry my stuff and talking to me xD i think the way you laugh is damn cool LOL seriously ROFL. Okay i in turn, didn't know that you like raisins(too) and that you didn't know i was actually from mino and that you actually can eat a lot. Mostly what i heard about you before this was all from (your child)Jieru, but getting to know you in this camp was really fun :D thankyou for always helping me especially when i keep losing my balance and all that and your encouragements yepp! [: EVAN YO FTW :D JEREMY other store IC! okay im still slightly insulted that you thought that maybe i cant reached the poncho hooks but i can okay hoho. Hopefully your mosquito bites are like all gone now and you didnt scrath them or anything xD thankyou for helping with carrying the stuff and everything (: KRISTALYNN JongHyun's! Kind of sad that we both gave up on the fanmeeting when we can't make it HAHA. didn't even get to see him blah! anyway i agree with Francis you really have the "happy face" or what Hilda call "innocence" that makes me happy too sometimes idontknow hwy maybe im weird HAHA. Heard a lot about your jumpshots during the camp LOL dont injure yourself again xD YUNFEI i still remembered you were my LaoDa HAHA. And i never did know you could make such a good imitation of a dog LOL. Thankyou for lending me your insect repellent, torchlight and i forgot what else oops :X the zihighing at Camp 3 was awesome, Sorry Sorry! xD YOU'RE MY INSPIRATION FOR LCIMBING TO THE TOP OF THE INVERSE TOWER EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SCARED OF HEIGHTS KAY :D LIVIA okay i think my memory's failing me i dont remember a lot of stuff hm. Thanks for being there in the watch, even though you think you speak too harshly sometimes but at least you're honest in what you said :D SYLVIA FOOD IC! You were really kind of like our babysitter cause when we want food or something we just go towards you. xD Thankyou for being responsible and trying to keep the watch punctual and everything (: would never forget how you encourage us during canoeing ^^ and even though you're scared of heights you still did climb up to the top of the inverse tower, jump off the cliff thing into the quarry and jump off the jetty :D really brave of you cause if it was me a few years ago, i'll definitely breakdown and give up in the end but you didnt :D thumbs up! (Y) JIAYU (i gave you the pink name :D kay bit random x.x) CLASSMATE! :D you managed to kayak for 6 hours even though you weren't there the first time we tried kayaking great job! :D and you hang really long halfway up the inverse tower too maybe you're kind of buff yeah HAHA. okay the muscles are there not just skin and bones :D sorry for blocking the wind of your tent at Camp3 woops :D SIANNEE you're really quiet LOL come to think of it. I remembered how you scale the inverse tower like really fast and didn't give up at all even when Hilda was unable to climb any further. Oh and last thing, nice lunchbox :D KRISTAL you're scared of heights too! :D and of dogs or something is it? O: i sound like im repeating myself but yeah i think that you trying the inverse tower is freaking braveeee :D and even though you hesitated at the jetty jumping you still did it good job (Y) and i know what you mean about the trust for being damn scary :X im still a little bit freaked out LOL SAMUEL you always make fun of my name(!) blahs. encouragment with "charging" ain't that bad anyway so its okayyy :D i think you're really strong(LOL) and sweet yeah :D you'll make a great cook ^^ YINGHO FOOD IC! :D thankyou for spending so much time on organising our meals :D and i remembered when you asked for the bread Livia threw it spot on at your head LOL. Your 名言 of "If giving up is an option, a lot of people would have chose it" was a like a wake up call to me hm. You and Zhiliang at Camp3.. LOL ZHILIANG okay like i said before i was really a little pissed at you during the inverse tower time there cos of your "reaching already". Sounds damn sacarstic but i guess it's a form of encouragement too uh? xD Thanks for being in the watch, being hilariously entertaining with YingHo at Camp3 HAHAHA SHIT AND DOGS, especially the trip back to school with your "空调坏了吗" :D okay and last but not least.. INSTRUCTOR FAISAL for teaching me so much, be it the activities of the camp or its relations with the society, the 3Ps, and your stories, Ali or non-Ali. I heard most of the stories before, but i just treated them as just another story, another lesson learnt, but always by somebody else and not my own. The sharing sessions you made us do after every activity also made me think more deeply into every matter, like the disappointment of the raft, but the success behind it (: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY(30/1) by the way i missed the date damn ): thankyou for trying to make us learn, even if its through the hard way, like shaking the rope of the tower when we were holding on to it in order to make us let go, to really experience the climbing. I think i can find loads more stuff to thankyou for but lets just end with thankyou for helping me to step out of my comfort zone :D i'll try my best ^^ i still cant find you on facebook i wonder why LOL MR IMRAN thankyou for coming with us and encouraging us along the way, for being a "student", a part of the groupo, throwing in your own help whenever help is needed, even wanting to scrub the toilet if Jeremy wants you too :D im sorry we're always late to the activities and anger you, but you never hold grudges, just let it pass. (I ran out of words here shit :X) Yeah and like what you said to me when you pass me my cert, see you in school, more of a teacher this time :D yeah thats all. I think my language is dropping LOL maybe i'll type the next post in chinese xD got a sore throat on the first day of OBS so when it was finally thurs and fri, my voice break like every 3 words or something LOL horrible! [i realise i keep using LOL :/] and maybe i've already overcome my fear of heights cause i actually feel shuang when i jetty jumped, even thinking that its not high enough LOL, no adrenaline rush! maybe i'll try higher next time :D Saturday after OBS i actually forgot about CIP until i woke up LOL. Went JP to shop with Laopo and Love, want buy new top for SHINee fanmeeting xD Love bought new pumps and Laopo got new (shunu!) shoes and new tanktop. i got 2 oversize tanks LOL like finally yaye! Thanks Love's mum for treating us to lunch :D after that went home, changed then training already. Sunday left house at around 5AM with Laopo and Love for the fanmeeting. Damn siao, freaking lot of people. A lot of AP bitches also cannot stand it feel like kping all of them but yeah i didnt say it in their face htough hopefully i shouted loud enough for them to hear :D got so pissed off that when the fans broke down the door of Lot1(-.-) We just went up to the foodcourt LOL don't want wait already thanks to a freaking pedophile zz. Some dude was talking on loudspeaker then the fans so noisy cant hear anything then i was sounding like some ahlian LOL "Can you all please shut the fuck up i cant fucking hear him thanks". In the end still cant hear him but yeah whatever lah hor. If i weren't so tired its kind of funny to see the fans running up and down the escalators LOL. Some stupid security guard, don't even let us catch movie LOL WTH. SHINEE COME JIU BIG UH WE CAN'T HELP IT IF THE SKY GARDEN AND THE CINEMA IS SAME FLOOR RIGHT. okay lah SHINee come is big lah but still! Cinema no need continue work meh heh. So we left for kbox at JP SAFRA :D sing until shuang liao then come back. In the end the fans were still still swarming around the escalators LOL WTF. SHINEE SLACKING ON THE JOB FANMEETING SUPPOSE TO END AT 3.30PM THEY LEFT AT 2.30PM HEH. Then went downstairs eat snow ice jiu go home liao whee :D tired D: Monday school, don't remeber anything except for feeling damn tired heh. Went straight home after school to sleep yaye! Tues, a little better, morning was CID, Mr Imran thought us how to carry injured people out. The sprain ankle one was a bit hard to move, too slow :X the sitting on arms one is faster LOL, but freaking scary when everything like rushing towards you. I think i got a bruise at my ribcage there from the dragging one omgg. Then he thought us how to climb a low wall. The way he did it was like so simple lah, Francis do also like quite. Then when we tried, not really simple gosh. Got 2 damn big bruise at my upper arm from hitting the wall. Then was 2 people one, 1 guy down there support, then the other person step up on his thigh then try to climb. okay im damn failure i still can't do it freak. Damn scared for Francis, scared i too heavy for him blah. In the end cant climb up, fore arms also got bruise LOL. and my left elbow got cut shit. And i bloody hell tried to use my knees to move up how dumb can i get right! So now my knees also got cut heh. Thanks Francis for trying to teach me, im a failure student heh :/ YingHo the A-Grade portable staircase xD. Didnt want to try again, scared i injure someone else along with myself LOL. Went home show my mum my bruises she went like "YOU GO FIGHT WITH PEOPLE AH? FIGHT NEVERMIND STILL LOSE" wha my mum bit cute uh huh LOL. CCA was the same :D Wednesday after school stayed back for CCA. Didn't know there was sectionals so didn't go so sorry! x.x then when me, szenee and yifan were walking back to school from jp, there was this annoying cyclist behind us that keep ringing his bell. Then we step one side lah. but i was saying damn loudly "这是人行道，是给人走的", then the cyclist chiong past then i realise he was Indian ._. Made them laugh until like #$%#^% blahs. Got pissed off during cca over something then in the end flare up at weiren jie im so sorry :X Thursday, Maths test after school. Kind of easy i guess, easier than expected, MrLiu give the exercises much much harder LOL! Then today, Friday nothing much too, except that i pass the spot check but i dropped all my earsticks my accident boo LOL. CCA after school, slacked at canteen until 4 with Jiawei, QingCheng, Jovina and KheeHui discussing about CO camp stuff. Proposal by next Fri must quickly chiong already gosh x.x Then went back to CO to pack up we(Yr4s) damn efficient right! :D Went back to find Mum and Di for dinner hoho eat until very shuang yaye! okay im really sleepy now idontknow why im still blogging until so late when i have CIP early in the mornign tomorrow ._. CNY shopping with Jieru after that yaye! :D And Daddy's coming back at night :B Shall go sleep now later tomorrow forgot about CCA again shiatz. Happy Belated Birthday Kyu! (3Feb) (L)
I just want you here with me, until the end of time.